Saturday, January 16
why am i pissed at everything and everybody...
frustrations.
15:51
Sunday, December 13
2 weeks in LA. LV. SF.
in OK now and TX today.
and i wanna go NY.
Universal and Disney was fantastic. although it's my second time in LA.
all the thrilling rides and especially the horror house at Universal.
scare the shit out of me. love it. lol.
i fell in love with SF. it's so beautiful i wanna move.
school's in for a week now and the week's been insanely cold.
days with temperature below freezing point.
no snow yet. only ice. :(
nothing much to do here in OKC.
so shopping here becomes madness.
especially so when sadly i'm spending my own money. lol.
but i'm proud of that!
it's Sunday 2am now. i should head to bed.
pictures on facebook. but i'm kinda lazy to post mine up. lol.
til then... i want snow!
15:30
Monday, November 9
the princess is back people.
after a long absence from blogging...
don't know if people still bother to check for updates. haha.
well. so much has happened after march.
school. jobs. love. friends.
and now it's time to go to the states.
in two weeks. cant wait.
thanks to my sweaty palms.
i want my visa. fast.
snow on me baby.
01:17
Tuesday, March 10
ok. i went to see a doc. finally.
2 days mc.
need to do an xray later.
i'm so dreading school la...
5 more lessons to go.
01:49
Monday, March 9
i slipped and fell in the toilet late friday night.
hurt myself real bad.
my right leg is bruised.
my back hurts so bad i cant sit, walk or lie down without having to bear with the intense pain.
they've been asking me to go get an xray done. but i'm afraid.
not the first time.
despite the pain, i got myself outta house cos i was so bored resting at home on sat.
too late for zouk.
too crowded at timbre.
ended up at the usual.
went in and right away i got bumped on my back. like omfg pain la.
settled at the live band area where i could sit and be away from danger.
then i got up smiling this morning cos i had a really nice dream.
i was sooo tempted to text. but i didnt.
why did it had to be a dream?
they usually turn out to be the opposites of reality.
was that a sign?
then mom insisted on having beef noodles for dinner.
why beef noodles?! i've reminisced enough lo.
anyway, i guess xxx has already moved on and probably gotten someone new.
maybe it was really a sign.
okay. last entry about xxx. promise.
i think i just needed a closure.
01:05
Thursday, February 19
i don't know if i did wrong.
i don't know if it was a lie.
i don't know if it was all just a foolish act.
i'm flustered.
the heart's locked and the key's gone.
but the right key never comes along.
tell me why
you're so hard to forget
don't remind me
i'm not over it
tell me why
i cant seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you
04:19
